I feel at war with myself over it because I feel like I can be more open with my friend because he doesn't just shut down when I talk about my depression and he actually analyses it with me (he was a psychology student so it might just be his nature now haha) which is nice. I love my BF more than anything, but I enjoy my friend and I's random talks too.

Fortunately these talks only really happen every few months, my friend's pretty on the go. lol