Just remembering the first time in my life I experienced a panic attack....followed by thoughts of death.....depression.....I was maybe 6 years old, visiting with friends....and felt all of a sudden very removed....glassy....like tunnel vision....I paniced.....ran home as fast as I could.....found my mom and layed my head in her lap and cried....terrified...not knowing what was happening....heart racing....never told anybody about it.....that was in the mid 60's.....Iv'e had more attacks over the years....but that started the whole long journey....can anybody else relate? arti