My depressi0n is like that,a whole other entity waiting 2 take over. With her own voice and her own will. Since I've been on an antipsychotic ( risperdal) she's shut up and doesn't seem like she's lurking in the backround waiting to attack me. I must say tho,that I have been stable for the m0st part of the last 8 m0nths. My heart goes out to you... XOXO