I've been having huge issues with my long term boyfriend. Recently he had a stroke and it's caused a lot of things in our relationship to change. Part of me knows I'm coming off as completely crazy, constantly getting upset at him for every tiny infraction where he isn't there for me but I can't help it. Every time he chooses to spend time with someone other than me, forgets to include me, or is generally just coming off as not there for me I get insanely emotional and I can't stop it. I end up in tears on the phone with him telling him that it's a one sided relationship and that I don't believe he loves me.

Problem is that once I regain my bearings I'm absolutely positive that he loves me. I know he's trying so hard to make me happy and I just can't seem to stay happy. I don't know what to do or how to explain this to him so he'll understand and not judge me for my problems.