dear tree

my first thought was that you woke him up - he has heard you and he's concerned, enough not to want things to stew and spiral from here to Thurs, if you need it he will make room for you right now. To me that says he cares, he gets it, he's sorry, and he wants you to be OK and not suffer (there's so much pain in what you've shared here, let alone what you gave him). I hope the two of you can work it out.

You are not in trouble!!!!!!