I had a really weird Monday. I was fine at work. But just short of getting home, I started to get irritated at everything. Now, this isn't unusual, but through-out the evening, irritated turned to anger. I was just mad. I couldn't really explain it to my husband- he wanted to know what I was so mad about. I ended up screaming at my children. I finally walked away from my son and went out in the garage and just screamed. At the top of my lungs, I just screamed. I did do a little door slamming before going out there. I finally got in my car and took a drive around the block. I came back home and took a shower. I was calmer, but still very mad. Then I cried for the rest of the night, until I fell asleep. Yesterday I just felt like a zombie. I didn't want to feel. If I didn't have to get up, I would have stayed in bed. I have never done that, but the urge is very tempting lately. I still feel very blah today. I''m not mad anymore, I don't think, but just so very sad.