I keep reading these posts and it makes me realize that there are a a lot of people who jsut have no one to really care about them in this life...... There may be people who say they care but it seems like if you dont care about yourself then no one is going to save you.......... it brings home just how lonely I feel even though I'm surrounded by people..........no one really cares about me......... If I dont just figure out a way to care about myself , then either I'll continue or I wont........ and life will either go on or it wont and everyone else will jsut go on or they wont and in a hundred years or so none of us will even exist.........so aint it kinda a ruthless joke, this life we live, in pain