Im sorry.
I just dont understand how parents can be more hurtful than a stranger. But then they do know what gets you angry and how you think an all. I just dont understand why they'd want to use that against you. They're supposed to love me. They love the other two. But at least most of the time they give me the great courtesy of just plain ignoring me.
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.
-John Irving
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