Tina, what do you mean that the 'psychological world does not take people serious unless it is the extreme'? I think that since you had a bad experience previously you may think that no one cares. Try to find a therapist and you will discover that you will be taken seriously.

It's obvious that you're in pain. Talk to us here on PC. There are many people here who care a lot and have much experience with coping with their own pain.