Thank you everyone for your support and replies. you mean so much to me!

Some of you asked why he gets to make this dedision and not me. Well he brings home the money . I am just a housewife.And he is taking control of things now. I dont have any say in it . Just how things are now. I wish it were different.

Pleast take care everyone. I will miss you dearly !!! Please know that my heart and thoughts are with you each and everyday as you go thru your trials and triumphs. And when you need someone to pick on you ... , you can pretend that I am here doing that ok?

I am not a library person , but I will try my best to get there. Love you all!!!

Hugz~
Bethy