Hey, thanks for posting. Don't hold your feeling in...that's what we're here for .

It's frustrating when you see your life go off the rails like this...I have seen mine shrivel up to next to nothing over the past few years. My problem, like yours, seems "permanent". And yet, at this point, while I'm at what would look like a really low point to most, down inside I feel that I've finally turned a corner.

So tell us more about yourself...I saw on your profile we have some common interests, music and computers, that is. I built audio workstations for a while...and I play bass and guitar. I'm going to learn piano one day.

Be safe, I'm looking forward to getting to know you!

DJ