welcome rose. so glad u found us. i suffer from depression and anxiety disorder. i have similar problems sometimes. do you see a therapist (T)? if so i'd give your T a call. sounds like you are having a rough time of it right now. sorry u are not working..know that causes it's own stress. the anxiety you are experiencing re not leaving your home or returning to it may be caused by your fears taking over. try to realize it's good to get out some and it's safe to return home. takes practice when it manifests itself but do try to not let those irrational thoughts control u. when u get the help you need and possibly "tweaking" your meds it may help you.
we're always here to support you and we care.