Talked to my brother yesterday, he has an infection around his bag site. It came off one night and they called the home health nurse who told them to just put it back on the best they could. Think it was so early in the morning she didn't want to be bothered with him. Needless to say it took them over an hour to figure it out and now it's infected. His doctor is not happy what so ever with the home health. He's not feeling good these last few days.

His report came back from his surgery and they found out they did not get all the cancer out. Been really upset since hearing the news about the report. Was hard talking to him because he sounded so sick yesterday.

This morning was a bad day. Got up this morning and found I didn't have any hot water for a shower. The kitchen sink was leaking and the hot water pipe had cracked. OK, so I just washed my hair in cold water before going to work. Got to work and found that I had forgotten my med at home. So I haven't had any med today. Then my "d" called. This is where I've become just so numb I can't take anymore. My "d" said that he wanted my "m" to sit down with both my sister and me and tell us. But my sister is in Wisconsin trying to find an apartment. This is where I knew it was bad news. My "d" was diagnosed with prostate cancer last week. He stated that he's having surgery next week. I'm just flat. Is nothing. I can't even be upset anymore. A person can only take so much and then everything else is just numb.

Monty