(((((((((((((((Monty)))))))))))))

I am really sorry to hear all of this. I agree with Kimmy, perhaps being numb for a while isnt such a bad thig. This is so much for you to handle at one time.

Take some time for you, even just a hot bath, candles and soothing music. It is important to take care of you through all of this.

Huggles,

Jen