good for you, lil'forgetmenot! you stood your ground. peer pressure is difficult at times but you said NO! be proud of yourself and please don't cry. i think you were awesome. there's a lot of time in your life for having sex. when the right guy comes around later in your life will be the right time. i think you cried because you were disrepected. you are healthy, wise and a strong person for what you did.