Thanks (((((((((((PC Friends)))))))))))))

Last night while I was laying awake with insomnia (ack ) I was thinking about T right now, and how it feels to be in that room. We're dealing with such deep, CORE feelings, that it's honestly hard to go to session. I want to get to the other side of it, AND I don't want to do therapy. Both.

Anyhow, I know that I have a heightened sense of "I am a horrible, unlovable person" right now, and that everything T does is seen through those lenses. I am going to have to try to remember to step back and remember that.

I really, really appreciate everyone's replies. My computer is broken right now (I'm borrowing my son's right this second), so if I seem absent, that's why. Hopefully, my H can fix mine this weekend.