I've been having dreams about my therapist lately. They tend to vary. In two, my therapist is caring and loving and I'm dreaming that she's giving me the biggest hug and that I'm crying (though it's relieving) and it's an amazing feeling...I then suddenly wake up and realise it's all a dream

The other, fairly blurry but she does end up suddenly turning a little violent and pushes me etc...I'm crying and feeling helpless and then it ends.

In 'real life' my therapist is the totttttttttal opposite of caring and loving .... shes very much a blank slate with silences.....
What do these dreamd mean?