Zombiette,

I think you have to consider the possibility that you are bipolar 2 yourself...you don't seem to have real manic periods, but the recurrent depression is a "hallmark". Plus your family history increases the possibility.

The reason I mention this is that if this is the case, then antidepressants may actually make you feel worse, long-term. I was treated for nearly 10 years for depression...I'm now taking a mood stabilizer (lithium carbonate) and weaning myself from the antidepressants. I have now been "undpressed" now for almost 2 months, which is unheard of for me.

Think about it, maybe find a good pdoc after you move. I hate the thought of others enduring what I have because they are receiving the wrong treatment.

Good luck managing your condition. Either way, depression or BP, it is very treatable! Feel free to PM if you need anything!

DJ