Thanks, Rhapsody and DaveyJones. Sometimes I feel like things aren't going to happen that I want, but most of the time, I keep hoping. I want to make things happen, but I don't know how, or I'm scared. And of course, I never have the money.

Davey, I assume the nick is because you look like Davey Jones from the Monkees, yes? Every time I see a post by you, I remember one of my many young celebrity crushes!