Oh, that's tough. The school counseling center probably wouldn't be very useful for you, being an adult, anyway. I belong to a large, reputable, online group, Spark People, and you might want to join that (it's free) and join a few teams related to your issues (a whole lot of choices). The people there understand very well.

http://www.sparkpeople.com/myspark/g...al.asp?gid=686