sorry you are having such a hard time, adjusting to coming home from an inpatient is always difficult. Sounds like your doing to right thing about talking it out with your T and pdoc. Dont worry about your friends. They will understand. Sometimes we just need our space. Don't get to carried away with "self medicating" with alcohol. Thats only going to make matters worse for you.

Haldol or zyprexia are great choices for the psychosis that can happen. Hopefully things will turn around for you. We all enjoy you here with us. Good and bad times. Hang in. Best wishes your way