Wow, for 21 you have a lot on your plate.. No wonder you feel the way you do....Ease up a little for a while. Give yourself a mini vacation even if you stay alone in the house without answering the phone or texting......too much stress right now.

..You have got to lessen some of it to get some relief. You cannot do everything all at once. Its like a diet. You can't loose 60 pounds in one day. You are giving yourself goals that are too rigid..... Why not divide the goals up to short term goals.
As you know we are our worst enemy!

Thinking of you.....go easy!!!