I was so shocked because I was just sitting here reading the forum and my cell rang and it was my T! She called because she was getting ready to leave the office and wanted to check in with me and find out how my appt with my pdoc went this morning. So I told her what I discussed with my pdoc and she asked if I was scared while talking to him, and I told her that I was because of all the bad thoughts I've been having lately and I didn't know what he would do. She asked if I was worried that he might put me in the hospital and I said yes, but he didn't so I'm relieved. She also asked if I've read some of the book she loaned me and I told her I have read some of it, and she said she's looking forward to hearing what I think about it for our appt next Wednesday.

I'm just stunned that she actually called me and it makes me feel good to know that she actually cares!