Hello- I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder during a 2 week long hospitalization. I had been feeling depressed on and off for years but had started taking antidepressant medication 3-4 months ago. On each of 3 different antidepressants I felt worse - flashed of deep depression, irritability and a constant chatter in my head - pressured thoughts. By January I was abusing alcohol to cope with my mood swings - which changed throughout the day. One moment I would feel ok, then have a rapid intense wave of depression hit me. Two weeks ago I tried to kill myself. In the hospital they took me off of cymbalta and put me on lithium and risperdal. I then got manic for 4 days - sleeping 2-3 hours a night, feeling boundless energy, with an elated mood. I then crashed into a depression, where I just wanten to isolate, and would have multiple deep crying episodes. I woas discharged on 3/15, and still feel mildly depressed, but I am coping with it. I have my followup appointment with my psychiatrist next week and also have a full diagnostic assessment scheduled to see if I really have bipolar disorder. Whew......
I'm interested in hearing from group members about what I can be doing now to help myself become and stay healthy. Also, does my story sound like bipolar disorder? What are some do's and dont's I should be aware of at this point? Thank you!!!!!!