Currently I am a high school senior, and I will be going to college in the fall of 2011. I have a boyfriend who is 21, and he has had at least 15 sexual partners in his lifetime thus far. He is my first boyfriend, first kiss etc. We started dating in August of last year. I am a virgin, so we have not yet had sex. It is clear that he is more experienced than me, and he is ok with waiting until I want to have sex. However, he has asked me on numerous occasions for nude pictures. I'm wondering if I should send them or not.
We do have a long distance relationship. (I am currently six hours away in the same state, so I see him on holidays and other breaks.) But, I do trust him, and I strongly believe that he has not cheated on me.
He is a kind person, but sometimes I wonder if I can accept how many previous sexual partners he has had. Only about 6 of the 15 or so have been girlfriends. He lost his virginity at an early age, and he told me that most of these encounters happened before he reached 10th grade and was mature enough to realize how dangerous his actions were.
We were friends for a while before we dated because I told him I didn't want to be in a relationship, so I found out a lot of intimate details about his previous sexual relationships. Maybe it was too much detail because now that we are together. I am constantly bothered by ALL of it!
I love him, and I wish he was a virgin like me, so I wouldn't feel like this. It bothers me that he has been so "passionate" and attracted to that many woman. Sex is sacred to me, and I feel like he has abused it. I dont think he deserves my virginity. He wouldn't appreciate it like a virgin would.
My big question is, has he had too many sexual partners for someone like me to deal with? I know this other guy. He is so sweet and a virgin my age. Sometimes I feel like I should be with him instead.