Thank you Charlie.I welcome a friend...and I appreciate that very much.It is so wrong that anyone suffers ...but we all do darlin'.It's just life.I wish my son didn't suffer with schizophrenia though...that is simply wrong.Off topic....I am feeling relieved ...I did a 24 hour hospitalization and they...figured out what my malfunction is.Well...we knew...but...I'd resisted treating it due to the side effects...according to him since 2009 I resisted treating this proper.Anyway...this should ease some of the utter meltdowns...and return some degree of stability.I feel encouraged by it.I appreciate your offer to chat and your friendship....and hope you know you have me to chat with as well.(((((Charlie Gurl)))))