But I dont have any one here that I can turn to. I ve tried to make friends, but it didnt work out. Plus i thought that i made friends with this 1 girl but she ended up ditching me for other people. So im a loner that just sits bythemselves. I sort of hada relapse today and strated to pink myself. and i kept thinking about but cutting yet i didnt. but now im afraid that im going to start again