Martina....in the same boat as you. I have bipolar, and one of my girls has BPD which is horrible and more traumatic for me than anything about myself. So worried about her!
I take depakote and 10mgs of abilify, and it all seems to work like clockwork for me....well that's putting aside the symptoms, plus that I have been told that I'm stuck on meds for life. But things could be a whole lot worse...one of us could have some terminal or debilitating illness such as being in a wheelchair. That's how I choose to see it. PS....hate zyprexa....put's a ton of weight on you agreed! Abilify's so much better.