[i]I'm sorry that I have not been active here at Psych Central in awhile. I used to be alot.. so my apologies for that.

I'm doing horrible, alot is going on... I'm feeling stuck, feeling terrible, so unhappy... Finding it extremely hard to cope. I am crying alot... Not doing well.... Don't know when I will start to feel better to be honest, I cannot see it going good any time soon. Too much.

Don't really want to get into it but i'll just say this.... It affected me more that I thought that it would. Can't write though because i'll start to cry... and I've done enough of that the last few days.