Had carpal tunnel surgery on my right hand the 21st feb,got retrenched the 28th feb,blew all my m0ney by March 16th, unemployed and penniless already,my dad passed on a year ago and n0w i'm the breadless breadwinner who can't get outta bed. I managed 2 drag my arse 2 the labour dpt 2 get my unemployment m0ney sorted (sarcastic ho0ray) and i'm n0t bawling my eyes out or anything like that,but I just CAN'T,D0N'T want to ANYTHING... I make excuses to n0t see my friends (xcludn bf,he gets a visit) i have "attempted" to clean my ro0m (pathetic),an fo0d aint so inviting either (can't aff0rd 2 lose any,just got up 2 a healthy 45kg). All i do is lie here and sm0ke,can't even jobhunt cos my hands still busted. Arrgh i d0nt even kn0w why i'm c0mplaining,other pe0ple have real problems!