I was able to write something down, and I really don't like what was written... as in I'm afraid of different things, including myself. And now there is another assignment that could be painful... will be... It's getting into why I think that the method of SI is so wrong... (since it's not by any definition of SI) and I know that it will be very hard for her to understand... I already understand, but it's hard to say, especially when everyone else says it's "healthy" and it's apart of letting the tension go... grrr, I hope this will be easier than it seems.

And one other thing she said... when it's hard, it helps the most. When it's easy, it's the wrong direction...

And not to mention I have Trust issues.... I may be on here, as much as I can, work allowing, and if the internet works.