I have been having a good day and night..... it's 1:41am and I am just about to head to bed.

However, I just burst out crying. I have had the urge to cry for a wee while and I am pretty angry and annoyed at myself for letting it get to me. Tonight was Comic Relief a UK charity night which has been on tv for about nearly 7 hours. Anyways, I don't think it's to do with that as I have been watching it since it came on. Why do I need to cry.

I feel kinda lost in a sense and I know that sounds absolutely ridiculous!! But that's how I feel. Not tired, yet want to go to bed. Crying yet happy..... what is going on.

I don't know what else to write..... I am sad in a sense. Blah, just ignore this thread..... I am being a loser as usual!!