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Originally Posted by apethetic26
school is just rolling on and im barely keeping up. i have trouble caring remotely even though i know deep down that if i fail, ill never be able to accomplish my dream. i have to move forward, but i feel detached all the time. my body just sits in the class and i feel like im watching the events that happen around me in third person. i know that if i try i can do good, but its so hard and i fall everytime. the apathy is like a grey coating over my vision that makes everything seem pointless. i dont know what to do anymore and i hate to say it but i dont even feel anything about it.
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I can totally relate to this because I'm having the same problem at the moment. I'm supposed to graduate in the Spring with my AA degree to transfer to a university in the fall and I know I need to stay focused on school but it is really hard and I find myself either not going to class or just going and sitting there feeling like I'm not really there, just going through the motions. The only thing I can suggest is to remind yourself of your goals for going to school and keep reminding yourself everyday of what your dreams are, and that you need to finish this to accomplish your dreams. I know it's hard, but you have to keep telling yourself that you can do it and don't give up.