TimeO, how sad. She picked a hard route. Take care of yourself. I once slightly knew a woman who jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge. I had to stop myself from getting into the what ifs: what if I had befriended her?, what if I had ???, you know, taken it on...... taken her on.... but then I realized, I have my hands full trying to take care of myself, I couldn't have saved her even if I'd known she needed saving. It's so sad to deal with after the fact. That's the thing about suicide, it's so hard on the people left behind, fighting guilty feelings.
She walked her own tragic path. So sad.