&^%$#!$ GRRRRRRR!

Some people are 'waiting to ex-hale' ... I'm waiting to ex-plode...

It's the little things. They turn into big things.
It just builds and builds and builds and builds... then BAM!

I think I should make a list of things I should try to accomplish today to distract myself from the little things/which aren't really that little. I just live with my head in the sand not wanting to face life. and in accomplishing these tasks some things should be resolved. Step one- no phones. I shall be on a 'mission'. Is it too early to open a bottle of wine? I mean really... I don't have any plans to go anywhere. It's not like I'd be drinking first thing in the morning..I've been up since 230. Technically, it's afternoon time for me. I'm rambling. I started a blog here a couple of months ago I guess, but I can't remember how to get in to it. I can't ramble there. boooo. lol So on occasion I spew my useless thoughts here and there...sorry.

hmmm... I don't feel sooo GRRRR any more... more like grrrr