OK I was going to post about my session in more detail but my week has just been super crazy. So I do not have another apt til next friday and that is when we go over the therapy plan and I get to ask my questions. Anyone have questions that they would love to ask their t if they could have "Meghan" do it? I will have to start brainstorming and probably write them down.

I will keep posting how my sessions as Meghan goes for anyone who is interested. Like I mentioned I won't have any new material until friday.

I apologize for not being able to respond to anyones threads lately. I am very overloaded and by the time I check pc at midnight I am too tired to reply. I just check in to see how everyone is doing.

Amanda Louise you had so many insightful things to say to me. Thank you. I will have to think more in depth about all of that. I do think that you are right on the money on how addicting it can be to pretend. It is like I don't want to be me and I want to just be Meghan now. Because Meghan is fresh and new and she doesn't have all the problems and flaws that I do. It will definately be hard to go back to the other old way of doing t. Let me think about the other stuff you wrote as well. Once again thank you.