(((Googley)))

You are always so helpful to me and to others here on pc...

You are not "bad." But I do know this is a symptom of depression, or of parents saying totally the wrong things/bad boundaries/bad support when you were little. I know that I have "learned" stuff like that myself.
Take that "little" Googley and comfort her and offer her love and support. You are important. We care about you.
Don't listen to those old voices, try to do all you can to send them packing.
Elana