Skittles...I am already in the cave and I can tell you it isn't any better in here. And, the pain doesn't really go away, it just shifts.
So, please, stay out in the light of the day and let those who love you and care about you...let them surround you in the warmth you need to awaken your soul.
Please do not turn into the pathletic waste of human space I have become....
You would be missed...