I have been getting he phone calls on and off for a while now....I do exactly what the police said and ignore them. They called again this morning and my husband answered despite me screaming...don't answer, it's them!
He engaged them in conversation which is exactly what the police said not to do. Now I'm worried this cycle is going to start all over again. I am too frazzled to have this happening right now. I am angry at my husband for not listening, I'm even more angry at these people who won't leave me alone. I feel like a prisoner, scared of the door bell, scared of a phone call, scared to leave my house. My husband doesn't understand how afraid I am...he thinks it's a joke. Between flashbacks and nightmares and now real life intrusions - I don't feel safe and my sanity is on the brink of crumbling....oh god, why do these things always happen?
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Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives.
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