im really struggling but i dont feel like i can talk to anyone. mum and dad constantly are worrying so i dont want to make it worse. im home alone now and came on here to distract myself from doing anything i'll regret. ive just spent the last half an hour hunting the house for where mum hides all the paracetamol and stuff (boy, is she good at hiding things!) but now i've given up i cant find anything! i just dont no what to do i dont feel right i dont feel right at all. i feel all worked up and cant keep still and feel like i need to do something big, but i just dont no what. im scared i dont no whats wrong with me. i feel like i need to cry but i cant, i feel like i need to scream and run but i cant, i just sit here completely motionless i.ve been sat here all day i cant feel my legs for pins and needles but i dont care. i just feel like i need to do something, i dont no what to do! i cant make mum and dad come home, i cant keep ruining everything for them its not fair AGHH i dont no whats wrong with me what do i do!?