Just 3 months in therapy and I'm already feeling dependent on T. I don't like that feeling. I don't understand it. I've already told her that she's the only person I've ever felt needy towards. And I blamed her for that and told her it's her fault!!!

I'll be 2 weeks without a session at end of this month and it scares me. I don't have serious problems like those with PTSD or anxiety disorders or anything that would require constant monitoring so I don't understand this feeling of dependency.

I will talk to T next session to ask her to explain it to me and ask her if it will end eventually.