Thanks guys,

sorry for being a bit rude earlier. I think being depressed and then finally being told I have BP has made me so annoyingly sensitive. Why I do not know.

Tonight I was out at a Surprise 30th of a Friend's Wife. I am both their friends but more her Hubby's we have known each other for 10 years. Anyways I was kinda dreading it as my ex was gonna be there. Right enough he was there and I couldn't even go over and see my Friend as I was a bit embarrassed as I would need to see my ex.

I "spontanousely" broke up with ex while down in South England at my Work Friend's Wedding when I was undiagnoised. I feel awful. We had to sit on a train for 8 hours together and he was really hurt. My Friend from the party above is our Mutual Friend and he pleaded with me to take my ex back and I was definate that it was a no no!!! How horrible am I...