I just called my pdoc & his suggestion is to go into the hospital for a few days to get more intense help. He doesn't practice in the hospital anymore but still has priviledges at one of the hospitals. He said he would make an exception in my case & go there to help me....& since my psychologist will be back on Friday, he said he could have my psychologist be there too.

I hate the feeling of being in a psych ward......so much different than in the medical ward......& I have avoided being in a psych ward for over 6 years, but I am feeling to horrible even that doesn't sound as bad a when I would absolutely avoid it.

Not sure what to do cause home is really messed up right now too. But feel like I just want to get away from everything right now. I haven't felt this horrible for years & hate feeling this way now.

We will discuss it more at my appointment with him tonight.

Debbie