Thanks all.

I've been having a rough time with this, but I guess all you can say is this is me, this is my life, and I can't be a programmer in a cube.

I've applied to a whole bunch of jobs that I'm reasonably qualified for.

I could quit right now and have enough money for a couple of months, but I don't know if I want to go that far. I will give myself permission to do it though.