I am remembering something too......and I wonder, how real is my memory, too? But I don't think I am making it up.....7 year old me did suffer something real. It's frightening, it's natural to wonder about the validity of memory, but I would just give yourself permission to feel the feelings and give the feelings and the pain validity. Don't worry about the actual details.....the pain is real, even if all the details cannot be remembered clearly or perfectly.....