I get you on this one. I HATE HATE HATE feeling that I need my T. It makes me want to quit almost every week. I have deleted his numbers from my phone to keep me from calling in crisis. I now am figuring out alternative ways to handle that.

But...that being said...I know it's wrong for me to fight the attachment. I know that I need an attachment in order to truly listen to advice for once in my life. I need it to hear that I'm not so bad and evil as I thought.