Moving to another state to get help sounds really scary. What if I were to make such a serious move only to find out I'm not DID at all? I'd just like to know what's causing my symptoms if I'm not DID. I looked online and there isn't any Ts that work with DID in our area but there is someone in a town about 160 miles away that has DID listed on the problems they treat, so maybe there's hope after all. I'll just have to wait and see what happens.

Yeah I have a hard time believing I'm schizoaffective. I don't talk to myself outloud. I don't see things that aren't there. I don't believe I have delusions, but then again would I know if I did?

I do have depression an PTSD. That much I agree with the treatment team. ^__^