My entire body hurts and I keep getting hot and cold and sweaty and aaaaaah this sucks. Right now I'll do anything to get high damn. Anything. Trying to get some shrooms so I can trip but people are just selling LSD and I don't want to do that *&^# because it's basically rat poison. Searching around to find something but all they have is aspirin and retarded %$#@. *@!$ I just want to get high off of something, even chug an entire bottle of Nyquil LOL stupid I know but it would work. Thinking about purging. Or maybe cutting but that's also stupid. Buuuut it gets you high...$%@!. I don't know, I'll just not eat for a few days and get a buzz off that lol yes I know I'm ate the ^&*@ up but this is what happens when you get addicted to EVERYTHING. Addiction runs in the fam, good ol' genetics lol I feel like a $%@#ing crack head.
Tried to get crack too but everyone around here sells crystal meth lol and that's yet ANOTHER stupid drug. ...well crack is too but idk I thought it would be funny and amusing to see what I'd act like on crack lol. Why am I typing this, I'm sounding like a total fiend / idiot.
OH WAIT!!! I am lol. I guess that's my purpose in life. I inspire people to stay the %$#@ away from drugs, knives, and toilets LOL.
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