I guess I'm freaking out on the inside but, remaining composed and collected on the outside...Basically, I thought I could fix a friendship...and all of a sudden felt bad for abandoning the guy...so, despite the advice from my therapist, best friend, and my own mother I text the guy ( yes, we know what people are thinking... this is already a bad sign! wow.) All I say is hello, after reading some of his facebook, I just didn't want him to think I hate him..

I have problems with him but, I don't hate him. Anywho, a couple minutes later my phone rings...to make a long story short... this is my guy friend who basically gets upset with me for telling him we can never be alone again....and upset with me because I say NO to his idea of us being friends with benefits.

Here's the part that is worrisome:

He says,
"you know, we're going to have sex eventually...Don't make me sound like a horrible person, because I know I won't end up forcing you, it will probably end up being mutual and you will like it."

well, I don't want to have sex with him but, the part that is interesting to me is he spent a long time telling me/trying to convince me to make out with him...and he was right.. for a while....he was just all talk but, eventually he ended up forcing me...

How can I trust that he would never force me to have sex if he has already forced me to make out with him?
it just sounds way to hypocritical.
I mean, he can be a fun person but, then he can just be a jerk.
To me, this situation just reminds me of the many times he pressured me to make out with him and then eventually he just made me...
I feel like this is the same thing.

. I was friends with him for over 2 years before this whole situation got complicated, so its hard to let go of who he USED to be.!

blah.