Please. Leave. This man doesn't love you. He took advantage of you. That's what abusers do... he saw in you a predisposition to accept abuse... and capitalized on it. He bet you aren't strong enough to leave again... I'm betting you are!

With therapy, in time, you will come to recognize these jerks from afar. Take your self by the bootstraps lady and leave! There is plenty of help out there for you... is it worth your life? These kind of men end up killing people like you... ask the experts for the stats!

Please research anything I suggest before believing...